i'm pregnant, you're the father and i'm going to kill all three of us…
Playful
star wars pajama pants!
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Well happy new year, merry Christmas, and all the other holidays I’ve missed while being absorbed into a real life. I’ve recently started playing Star Wars Old Republic and when I’m not playing that I’m spending time with the woman I love. She’s not rich by any stretch so this year I told her to save her money and no Christmas gifts. Well.. much to my delight, she got me one anyways. It wasn’t expensive, but the gift was perfect in every way. Star Wars Pajama Pants… the most epic gift I’ve ever received from any girl. It was totally awesome and they’re very comfortable. She knows I like to sleep in the nude a lot, but if things go well I’ll most likely be spending nights at her place and with her daughter being around it’s not exactly appropriate for me to be running around in my birthday suit. After all, I don’t want to scar the poor girl for life.
I had a really good Christmas though with much love and happiness… Mostly in part to my loving girlfriend, but also the chance to spend it with the people I love. My sister got me two epic shirts.. One Star Wars one with “Join the Dark side, we have cookies” and a cool shirt with a name tag that says “hello, my name is inigo montoya, you killed my father.. prepare to die”. I laughed so hard at that, she always knows what to find me :). Also my girlfriend hadn’t seen Princess Bride before, so we sat down and watched it. It was a hit!! Of course all geek chicks love that sorta stuff and she’s as geeky as they come.
Well not much else going on in my life at the moment.. I did make a funny little video from Old Republic that I’ll post here.. hopefully you’ll enjoy it :) Ta ta for now peoples!
Current Mood:
Happy
weird questions for parents..
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So sometimes I’ll come up with weird questions I’ll ask my friends who are parents. I suppose that since I don’t have a kid and probably never will that I don’t always understand the secret bond between a parent and their child.. I’ve asked this one of a couple of my friends and here are the answers. I also have a new question that’s very strange.
1. If your kid was a zombie, would you kill them?
- “Probably so, but I’d kill myself afterwards because of the guilt”
- “No.. I couldn’t kill my child, no matter what”
- “No.. and I’d probably feed my kid brains from random strangers if they needed it”
The third answered amused and terrified me at the same time! While all of these same people answered that they would gladly kill someone else’s zombie kid, they would never off their own and would defend to their dying breath their right to live as a child of the undead. I know it’s a morbid question, but sometimes it’s interesting to me to hear the responses, even if I do get weird looks. :)
Another one I thought of tonight while talking to my friend about Hitler of all people.. Here’s the question.. and some variables. Also my friend’s response was unwavering no matter what variables I threw at her.
2. If you knew without a doubt that your kid would be the next Hitler and it was too late to have an abortion, would you kill yourself and unborn child?
She basically told me that there was always hope that this could be changed with the right choices as a parent.. So I asked her if it was also certain that you would die in child birth and would actually have no way to change the way the kid was raised, would you still have made the decision to keep them. Her answer was still yes.. So I suppose the bond between parent and unborn child is still there. I wonder if that bond is there because she already has a child.. would it be the same if this was the first child and the person had no idea what it was like to be a parent. I suppose that’s a question for my female friends who haven’t had children yet.
I suppose I’m weird for thinking this stuff up, but I think it’s fun and even if it is a bid morbid, it’s always fun to see reactions :) Good or bad.
Current Mood:
Cool
happy halloween fuckers..
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Yea.. it’s a bit early, but I’ve been rather busy so I doubt I’ll post anything with any consistency. Been watching lots of movies and new TV shows. Still watching American Horror Story and enjoying it for the most part, but it’s kinda gotten weird. Can’t really explain it, but it’s almost like they’re not really sure the direction they want to take with the series. I’m not even sure if it’s something they plan on continuing past the Halloween season or if it’s just a seasonal show.
Ehhhh.. other than that, not much else going on. I was on last week’s Geeked Out Podcast, so if you want to hear me and a couple of other nerds talk about video games, then you can always give it a listen. I need to catch up on Walking Dead, but I tell you that show just gives me the heebie jeebies. I love it and all, but zombies always freak me out.. Especially when in large ‘herds’. Fast zombies are suckie too.. Always running full speed at you and wanting to eat your brains.
One last thing… I wish that on Halloween that the dead could walk amongst the living. Not to harm us or anything, not to physically effect the world, but just to visit with family and friends. One night a year where we could see all the people we’ve lost along the way. I know that goes against Heaven and Hell, but maybe there could be a truce set up between good and evil. At least for certain people… a weird request, eh?
Current Mood:
Mischievous
looking at old pictures..
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Well I got this bug up my ass that told me that it would be a good idea to upload all the pictures I have to Google so I would have an online back up of them if something ever happened to my digital copies. It’s funny when you look back on pictures sometimes. You can see how happy you were at a particular time and like a time traveler you know what happens to that happy version of yourself. You know what road he or she took and how it ended. I look back at myself with ex’s or friends and I almost want to go back and say “Yup.. live it up, it will end on this date”. Maybe even “don’t do this… it’s not going to end well” or “shape up buddy, you’re gonna fuck up something wonderful if you keep acting like this”. I suppose that’s the down side of being a shutterbug. It’s very easy to slip into a mood of resenting your past and regretting decisions you made. They also have a way of teasing you in their own way by showing you a time when you were happy, only to be reminded of the way things turned out by living in this present. Maybe that doesn’t make much sense…
It’s kind of funny to see the look in people’s faces and realize that the face they’re staring at you with isn’t one of love and caring, but one of resentment, disappointment, or even hatred. It just wasn’t made clear at that time, but living here in the present you know what happens. Maybe it isn’t good to be a shutterbug… at any time you can look at your collection of photos and realize that it’s all you have of that happiness that once was.
I suppose you can always look at it in the opposite affect and know that pictures of yourself at a particular time tell the story of when you weren’t happy and things looked their most bleak. However most people don’t take pictures of themselves when they’re sad.. The only ones I have of me are when I was happy and now I’m not, so it’s not the sad times I look back on, but the happy ones that once were and probably won’t be again. Maybe I should just switch to taking pictures of inanimate objects that have no story to tell and express no feelings of love, hatred, remorse, longing, or any other emotion that can come back to haunt you when you’re not expecting it.
Current Mood:
Confused
Flirtations