Archive for July, 2008
busy busy busy..
Jul 31st
Well with the schools getting ready to start back up (at least the two that I work for) I haven’t had much time to do anything except work then come home and sleep. That leaves little time for the simple pleasures in one’s life. Eating… sexual relations (even if it’s with one’s self)… television… Fortunately me being busy usually means job security and/or money. Money to buy cool things like what I purchased for my Macbook.
I bought a 320 gig hard drive and 2 gigabytes of memory for my Macbook. After installing it yesterday I have noticed a pretty big increase in speed. The hard drive is faster (cause it’s higher RPM) and the memory just has more room to do… memory stuff ;). I think I just finished loading up all the software I’ve wanted on my Mac, but until now haven’t had enough room to accommodate. After that came the hours of time I spent downloading updates for those programs (luckily Apple makes it super easy).
I’m sorry to say.. but I’ve pretty much given up the smoking habit. I haven’t had one in about 2 days and the only ones I had were around Troy when we were working for a local school Monday and Wednesday. And it’s very hard to sneak around a school and smoke :) Yes I can feel the difference in my life without them… I want to kill everything!!!!!!!!!! :D I figured I’ll have one tomorrow night when Sam and I hit up the local pub. It’s a very hard thing to quit smoking, but I’m trying my best to give it up at least 90%. If I can get back to just doing it every once and a while on the weekends, then I’ll be happy.
Well it’s back to work with me. Have to finish doing invoicing today, because I doubt I’ll have time to do it tomorrow :D Hope everyone has a great weekend.
another blah day…
Jul 22nd
Kind of a crappy day today… I always thought that my severe moments of depression were because I didn’t have a girlfriend or someone to spend my life with. I’m slowly starting to realize that I don’t think that’s the reason I’m feeling down. I’ve had a couple of girls hit on me on the singles sites and that should make me feel happy. It doesn’t. I think I’m just tired of the whole process of dating, dinner, or possible coupling. I guess this is usually a one day thing… some times I’ll just have these days where I feel like I really couldn’t give a crap about anything or anyone and I wish everyone would leave me alone. Maybe that’s normal? Not sure really what to do on those days other than ride it out like I always have. Still makes me wonder if girl problems aren’t what causes these feelings, what is? Is there something more deep in my life and sometimes makes me absolutely miserable? Maybe I need to join the rest of the population and just go to a doctor who will load me up with anti-depressants. Maybe I should just ignore these days and write them off as “bad days”.
All I know is that I don’t like feeling like this… I don’t like these days and quite frankly I would like to find out the reason I have them. Nothing went really wrong today. I wasn’t overly stressed. Dunno. Maybe I never will. All I do know right now is that I’m starting to get to the point where I don’t think I actually want a girlfriend or significant other. Hell, maybe I don’t want sex anymore either. My right hand seems to accomplish the goal just as well as another person can, sometimes better. Do I really want the drama and headache that has accompanied all of the relationships I’ve had in the past? Ohh well.. Me ranting again. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Going to lay here on the couch, close my eyes and pretend I don’t exist for now.
“i’ll be back..”
Jul 19th
Well as I mentioned earlier today, when I went to see the new Batman movie, there was a very sneaky trailer that I totally wasn’t expecting. A new Terminator movie!! Terminator Salvation is what they called it. Well needless to say I’ve always been a big Terminator fan. I’ve watched everything I can about it. All the movies, all the Sarah Connor Chronicles (awesome tv series). When I saw that they were doing a movie about the actual war in the future I got a little excited… in the pants. I was down right clapping (I think I was the only one). I had NO idea they were working on another movie, but now that I know I will be counting down the days. It’ll be a while before it’s release (summer of 2009), but that will be a glorious day for me and I don’t care where I have to drive, I will be watching it at the best theater around.
Bale (the new batman) will be playing the part of John Connor, which is a little weird, but I don’t really care are this point. At least it’s not Hayden Christensen, because I don’t think I could stand another movie with him in it. Jumper was okay, but I would have liked it better with another actor. Anyways, it’s set in the future with the war being unavoidable (due to Terminator 3). The preview was very brief and left me wanting more, but here is a link to it. Watch it and drool like I did. Well I’m off to call it a night and maybe get some gaming in before bed time. Hope everyone has a lovely weekend!
Mood : Full 
